You always struggle about something. Doesn't matter if it's about work, love, family. Life is full of struggles. I'm about to let you in on one of my greatest struggles in life - recognition. (or lack thereof)
I was never good enough to be recognised for my work, but even when i DO feel adequate, recognition bypasses me.
My last post was about stepping aside. I've never reconciled myself to it. I have doubts about myself. Am I ready for this or not? I have so many shortcomings that I don't think I can progress, or should.
Confidence. Competence. Commitment. I am competent, committed, but my confidence has suffered many blows that I feel I should not even think I deserve a promotion.
When you have rivals, they help reveal your weaknesses. Especially if they're better in certain areas. I need to work on those areas, but I fear time may not be in my favour.
If it comes to that (being passed over) I shall perform as I am, but I'm gonna feel like a loser.
How am I to deal with that?
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